Internet findings (3)

💻 | 📚 Tiny neighborhood libraries
I'm currently in a phase of paying a lot of attention to libraries. Has the frequency of library content always been like this and I haven't noticed or has it actually changed and now there's been more?
Library content 1: Jim takes photos of Tiny neighborhood libraries in the States and I think this is a beautiful photo motif. I've never seen anything like this in Germany - but if I ever come across one, I know what I'll do!

💻 | 📚 Bibliothek
Library content 2: Flow im Ohr writes about his experiences with the Bibliothek (library) in Kiel and shares his thoughts on the opportunities that libraries offer to society - and how these are (not) utilised.

💻 | 🐝 Klein, aber auffällig – die Gemeine Sumpfschwebfliege
In case I haven't mentioned it before: Unfortunately, I have very little knowledge of flora and fauna in general and the local flora and fauna in particular. Elke shows interesting things about local flora and fauna which are worth to see and learn about. The pattern of this fly (Gemeine Schwebefliege) is quite extra!

🎧 | ➗ Maryam Mirzakhani und die Schönheit der Mathematik
The podcast ‘Geschichten aus der Mathematik’ (Stories from mathematics) is not that old, I've just realized. The first episode I listed to was the episode about Maryam Mirzakhaniis not that old as I have just realized. My first episode I listened to was the episode about Maryam Mirzakhani. The intro sentence telling she was the first mathematician to receive the Fields Medal (one of the highest mathematical award) piqued my curiosity. The podcast tells the context and explains the maths that was in focus in a way that is also suitable for laypeople. It's incredible and so unimaginable to me what must go on in the minds of mathematicians. What they ‘see’ and what connections and questions arise. Getting a little insight was pretty cool.

🎧 | 📞 Telephobia – Dieser einer Anruf
Having listened to the season finale of season 1, I highly recommend the entire podcast ‘Telephobia – Dieser einer Anruf‘ (Telephobia - This One Call). As the subtitle of the podcast says, it's about that one phone call. This call you have to make to have certainty about something that is bothering you. I really enjoyed the narrative style as well as the personal stories.

My motifs back then

I recently took a little trip back in time to my early days with analogue photography. Part of my „winter photo season“ this year (spending time with the photos I’ve taken) is going through my prints (physical photos) of films I’ve shot. To check which photos are worth showing. Since my prints and negative film strips were only semi-sorted and my films were even still in the developing bags from the drugstores, it was also my goal to get a proper overview: to sort the strips and prints, number them, put strips in appropriate sleeves. I love it (no lie!)!

And as I try to recognise the motifs on the negatives and leaf through the prints, I realise that I have mainly photographed people. Friends, family members, myself. I wasn’t shy about pointing the camera at people at all. This fact made quite an impression on me.

Nowadays I have a barrier to photograph people, and I am currently learning to overcome this because of my interest in self/portrait photography. I admire myself for the normality with which I photographed the people in my life back then. Since I’ve been taking amateur photography more seriously again, i.e. since this blog has been around, I observe that I’ve been more attracted to motifs in nature or in objects. I’m thinking of my popcorn photos 😀

But I’ve actually been attracted to these motifs for quite a long time because ever since I’ve started using Instagram (just a few years after I started doing film photography), I’ve also been posting mainly these kind of motifs there. Almost never people. At some point, I didn’t want to show myself anymore; there have hardly been any photos of me on the internet in recent years. The awareness and need for privacy certainly played a role in how it developed. And this is a good thing.

One of my motivations for taking photos is to capture a motif so well that it is worth seeing and worth to be shown subsequently. And not just to one person in my surrounding but to a few more – such as the internet, with Instagram (or other social media) being an optimal platform. But if you take yourself back from it and the platform disappears, somehow the drive to take such pictures also disappears. And then it became strange and very unfamiliar to photograph people. Most probably this way is better than the other way around.

Another thing I’ve noticed is that there are some photos that I would take again today in the same or similar way. As if I had taken them within the last few years. I can see my common photographic thread in these pictures. This makes me happy and proud. Knowing that part of my aesthetic hasn’t got lost. Now these pictures just have to make their way into the digital world.