Internet findings (6)

💻|🚝 Die Bahn kommt
Erik tells us a story about Deutsche Bahn, the german railway. Even though it starts with a delay, it doesn't end with one - a shock, I know. In between: a bitter and yet very amusing punchline.

💻|💐 Mutual parasocial relationships
Somewhere I had heard of this term, parasoziale Interaktionen in german / parasocial relationships in english, but that was it. Jim introduced me to this word recently in one of his post. In fact, I don't know if I'm revealing enough of myself to make you feel like we have a parasocial relationship. The (german) Wikipedia article is still open - I'll have a look at it after this post.

💻| 🎶 Steht von Geburt an fest, welche Musik man lieben wird?
Thomas raises the question 'Is it clear from birth which music you will love?' and brings me to the question of whether we can draw other conclusions - such as, if a person listens to music X, then they are so and so? Of course, the world is not that simple. And even if there are no answers, the mind game was fun.

💻 | 🚗 Faszination Autokino
The consequence of this post by Thomas is: I am seriously considering visiting a drive-in cinema at least once.

📱 | 📄 The most beautiful invention of all time
Hannah (@fryrsquared) explains the beauty of A4 paper in her Insta reel (and makes fun about the US paper size system lol). And I'm telling you: I have once again fallen in love with a ‘simple’ sheet of paper. ‘Simple’ - what an understatement.

🎵 | EU TAVA AQUI PENSADO (feat. Ruan Vitor) (Remix)
(YouTube link)
If you're on Instagram (or TikTok, which is probably where it came from), then you might have come across this boy singing a Brazilian song with his wonderful voice. I actually really like the remix and so I had a look at what else the internet has to offer. The boy's name is Ruan Vitor and there's a 4-minute version of the song 👯‍♀️ As particular as I find Brazilian and Portuguese, I'm starting to like it.

🎧 | 👩‍⚕️ Geteiltes Leid
A 4-episode long podcast by Undone, which I listened to quite quickly. The structure made me curious, with a good dose of storytelling and interviews with various people. In between, I couldn't really grasp the message that was between the lines, so to speak. But at the end of the podcast everything comes together and describes the problem quite explicitly. And that's pretty heavy. Here's the description of the podcast from the website podcast.de (there's also a trailer):

Geteiltes Leid (Shared suffering) tells the story of Leonie, who as a 19-year-old is diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder - triggered by traumatic experiences of which she has no conscious memory. A three-year journey through therapy, catastrophes and conspiracy theories begins. Entangled in the conspiracy: therapists, the media and politics.

Please check in with yourself whether this podcast is okay for you right now.

Stadsbibliotek Malmö

While I was preparing for my short trip to Malmö in autumn 2022, Malmö City Library popped up quite quickly – for sight seeing. It went straight onto my must-see list.

Stadsbibliotek Malmö from the outside

The outside view of the library from the street I came from showed a lot of bricks and didn't reveal much about the futuristic design of the interior. In fact, the library was divided into two sections.

On the one hand, there was this futuristic, large and bright room with loads of white. An oversized shelf, reminiscent of a Kallax shelf, stood at one side of the room and attracted my attention as soon as I entered the reading room. Every single box was a room with bookshelves inside. Naturally, I went up and walked through the boxes. Another thing that could not be overlooked was the huge glass front with a view of the park. Quite idyllic.

The other area was a little more down-to-earth and was the side I had already seen from the outside. I particularly remember the staircase. I don't have the pictures or words to describe this part. Nevertheless, here's an attempt: The staircase was atrium-like. If you stood in the centre of the lowest floor, a rectangular area, you could look up and see all the way to the roof. Along the way, you can see the individual floors like a ladder. The corridor of each floor circles this atrium in a rectangular shape, with the first bookshelves being against the wall. Along this corridor, next to the bookshelves, there are entrances to the other rooms. The photo is only a cut-out but perhaps it helps to visualise it. Another thing that caught my eye was more brown, more wood. I also noticed and liked the colour highlighting of the book labels, even though they are certainly not a new invention.

And look, the lamp heads on the shelves. I don't know if every shelf had one - but the fact that a few of them did excites me. It puts every single shelf in the spotlight.

Glass front and view on the park
Lamp heads for the shelves
Huge Kallax shelf
Wooden shelves, colourful labels and lamp heads
Atrium-like stairway

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I've had these pictures for more than two years and I never really knew how to get them on the blog content-wise. I had ideas, but sometimes there's something that holds you back. While being nostalgic, I wrote my first post about libraries (library tour through Dresden) and by doing so I opened the door. It is nice that I have reached this moment now - especially after my announcement - and show my impressions from Stadsbibliotek Malmö.


Black-white photos
Camera + lens: Minolta 9000 AF + Minolta AF 50 mm f/1.4
Film: Kodak T-Max 100
Development + scan: Charlie Engel Lab 2.0

Colour photos
Camera: Samsung Galax A3 (2017)

The blog in year review 2024

One might think I'm a bit late for doing a year review. It's all strategy! I was able to read other bloggers' review and gather ideas on what I'd like to do for my year review. Years on the blogs have passed by without any year review, but end of 2024, it was the first time that I thought about doing one. And I've seen many ideas! For my 2024 year review on the blog, I've clicked back to each previous blog month and created a compilation.

JANUARY

I started the year with a photo from the series/format nur ein bild (only one picture), back then still called Fotokiosk, showing an an inviting corner in the public library. With the review for December 2023, the series of personal reviews on the blog came to an end. It was fun writing these monthly reviews for the blog. But I have to admit: they were even more fun and more rewarding for myself when I changed and wrote the monthly reviews only for myself and didn't publish them.

As part of a series on darning, I've explained some technical aspects about darning. To set a good example, I showed one of my repairs: the patterned blouse and the almost-chameleon. 1 of 3 items of clothing which were repaired before the big holiday in 2023 (to be continued).

FEBRUARY

I wrote about botanical gardens, their educational and pleasurable mission and the one time I learnt something (gingko). The blog got two new plugins and I realised that darning is my hobby – and that therefore, the focus is primarily on me and not on the sustainability aspect. This post was important to me because I realised that I had found myself in a narrative that didn't quite match what I was feeling.

MARCH

I arranged a repair date with myself and remembered January days in Sicily .

APRIL

One of my favourite posts in 2024: A library tour through Dresden on two wheels. Not only was the tour itself a lot of fun. But also writing this post was a pleasure. I consciously remembered what I did on this tour, what thoughts I had and how I felt. I particularly love the part about listening to CDs with my friend because that was a lovely memory from my teenage years that I hadn't expected.

MAY

After the colder months when I could only long for warm days through my photos, the time had finally come in May: spring arrived and peeled. I philosophised about what the calendar motto "The journey is the reward" means and what I can take away from it. Another post that means a lot to me is the post on the road at home. This was the official start to motivate myself to go out at home and discover and enjoy known and unknown corners. Coriander was on the blog twice, the first time in May: Coriander. May was also the month in which I found a lot of new blogs, especially photoblogs. I realised that I wasn't posting up-to-date photos and asked myself if I wanted to. My repair date took place and I reported on my 3.66 repaired parts. And I ended the month with a photo fail. Just don't celebrate your success for too long 😆 3.66 repaired items. And I ended the month with a photo fail. Just don't celebrate the success for too long 😆
Offline life meets online life I.: Miss Booleana and I have met in Frankfurt where she was on spot to visit the japanese film festival. It was super cool to meet her in person after all these years of reading 🤗 (this paragraph is a post edit - that's the consequence of not having monthly blog reviews anymore xD)

JUNE

Coriander II.: I seeded coriander and watched it growing. It was healing and amazing. In June, I started the first issue of Internet findings . The picture of the Hydrangea is the starting point of the photo series "filling the film". In fact, it's also the only photo from this series which was posted in 2024.

JULY

In July, I was once again struggling with the question what kind of blog I want to run and which topics I want to write about on my blog accordingly. And in the end, everything remains the same – it's still a personal blog with a mix of photography, things I've thought out loud and my own personal surprise bag.

AUGUST

I came back to my library content from April and was delighted with my renewed library card at the public library. My photo series about my trip to Madeira (and Lisbon) started and 7 of 12 posts went online in August. In between there was some variety - it was quite a change - and showed quite a few repaired socks 😁

SEPTEMBER

Madeira went on and finally ended in September. I wasn't optimistic, but cautiously hopeful when I launched a new review format: My first blogger's life was written and published. This format is intended to give a few impressions of my life as a blogger. I ended the month with a photo post for a link party - the first (and so far last) time participating a link party! - and it's a reflection. What also happened in September: I requested to be added to blog lists and have followed a posting plan.

OCTOBER

At the end of summer and the beginning of autumn, I looked back on the summer in the Rheingau and Rheinhessen, my close surroundings, and the wine life, that goes with it. It was my blog's birthday and it turned sweety 4. I also reported on my approach to the light meter, as part of my journey to learn exposure in photography.

NOVEMBER

I wrote about my two-part ‘experiment’ of running Instagram in parallel to this blog for this blog: Part 1 and Part 2 with the result: disillusioning, but not the end. There were also insights into how I came up with the photo title ‘The Clapping Poppy’ and why the poppy is really got its german name. The month was rounded off with my statement that libraries should be celebrated. Otherwise, my offline life met my online life (II.) and I was gifted a pair of home-knitted socks - the trigger was a blog post on my blog.

DECEMBER

The only December-like post is the one in which I explored the question of how people in this country manage to bake so many types of Plätzchen (Christmas cookies) . At the end of the year, I went back to January and closed the circle by showing the remaining two repaired items of clothing.

Goals for my blog year 2024 achieved?

I had indeed set a few goals but only in private:

  • Achieved: the outstanding log posts on darning // the post about being at on the road at home // my question as to whether I'm actually doing the right thing with setting cookies // keeping the blog network alive (reading and reacting) and growing it (finding new blogs).
  • Not achieved: the series about darning in my life // blogging about my travel to Japan in 2023.
  • Not planned, has developed throughout the year and I love it: several formats have established (just one picture; blogger's life; internet findings) // talking about libraries // plugins were installed.

And 2025?

Although 2024 cover all areas quite well, at the beginning of 2025, I have the feeling that many topics came up short, nonetheless. Escpecially photography. There's a lot to tell and to show. The goals which I didn't achieve in 2024 remain: series about darning in my life and travel to Japan 2023 (I hope there's still interest in this apart from me? LOL). Otherwise, I want to take dedicated timeto finish thoughts and posts calmly. The emphasis is on "calmly": certain things take time and, above all, I don't want to be under pressure to finish them at the earliest opportunity. And the things that has been achieved and were good should stay - but that's clear as day, isn't it?
And the things that has been achieved and were good should stay - but that's clear as day, isn't it? Although I am curious to see how I will move around the blogosphere. My feed reader has grown quite a bit in the meantime and I want to read and react in an appropriate way.

As I'm envious of those bloggers who had figures and statistics, I'm also trying to do the same for 2025/26. That means I need to prepare things accordingly now, e.g. setting up tools to collect figures.

These are all wishes and I want to get on them in a relaxed manner. The most important thing is that I continue to enjoy blogging 🙂

What else I want to say

Oh, it was so good to do this year end review! Last year (2023/24) I didn't even try it. But this year I thought I'd get into the year end review game. And indeed: it's not just work, it's also a lot of fun!

In the beginning, I thought that the content would be the same as in the birthday post. It does, but at the same time it doesn't. It was nice to go through the year chronologically and remember what was posted when. As with analogue photos, I can remember certain things about the creation of a blog post. How easily a post came together or how often I revised it until it took the form we see on the blog. I also linked a few posts with each other after all and questioned my own thoughts from months ago or continued thinking. So here you go, a few ideas for more posts!

Throughout the year, I have written texts that were important for me personally. The blog has grown in many ways, including as a hobby. It was one of my most consistent hobbies last year and a lot of time and energy went into this hobby - I enjoyed it.

I'm repeating myself, but: 2024 was a wonderful year of blogging! And as much as my blog lives primarily from the fact that I feel the need to write on the internet - it's all the nicer to see from the comments and emoji reactions that it's not just me being here. That was also one of the reasons why I was so excited about my blog birthday. I did have a rough idea of who sees me, my blog and my posts at the time and a birthday is often an opportunity to actually leave a reaction and I was curious to know, whether and what would come. Accordingly, I was very happy to see who walked by and I was quite amazed 🙀 Being mentioned in link lists and also the assumption that I've made it into a few people's feed readers make me like this: 🥹

The fact that the year felt so good is largely down to you, my dears! So thank you very much! And here's to another year together 🤸‍♀️

Now it shall be: the end! It's been long enough 👻